It has been sometime since I have posted anything, but life gets busy and things get thrown to the back burner. We had the hubby's big art auction and once again he made me so proud. His work continues to get better and with that comes more recognition. It's a crazy busy time and this year we did all our celebrating with mixed emotions.
We were blessed many years ago with our little "buddy", who decided he wanted to live with us. He picked us !!!!
He has never been everybody's "cup of tea", but he has been our cup of "cup of tea". He has never discriminated, he knew who he would get close to you and to everyone else he would instantly let them know how he would feel.
Now as he is nearing the end of his life, it has been heartbreaking for us to watch the changes. His once fat little body is now a skeleton, his once loud voice is now muted, his active self is now spent sleeping all day on his pillow, his food dish goes untouched and my heart breaks.
Hubby knows that this little guy has always been so much more than just "another" dog to me and although he may never verbalize it I know he feels the same. Hubby now spends his night sitting up with this guy, carrying him outside to do his business and cleaning up after him. When I see this side of my hubby, it becomes clear to me that there are some things most people will never see or know about him, but I know and our little guy knows. I do believe that this side also comes out in his artwork, the hours spent on all the little details that perhaps no one will ever notice, but he will.
This is not my first experience in this situation and I do wish it would be my last and I do know that in a short while our household will be changing forever.